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Melancholic Warped Up Memories

by saddyowner

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1.
Title 02:50
When you feel like all you want is Have some time that's just your own So you lock yourself at home What could possibly go wrong? It's a sour tiredness When you think that all that matters Are the things we've lived before Melancholic warped up memories That don't mean nothing at all Tied up (you're tied up) To the past You can't let go You can't let go You can't let go I can't let go
2.
Twinsize Bed 04:09
The time you spend alone It can hurt you sometimes Nothing feels like home Home had it all All I should be Unblock my head Weak and fool me If you see me around Don't judge me please I wish I could dream Like I used to do Now I watch as the seasons die From my cozy twinsize bed I'm smothered by the sun Watch the seasons die Now what did I do wrong? Should I just quit? What's the way? To block my head Break out of me Now I watch as the seasons die From my cozy twinsize bed I'm smothered by the sun Watch the seasons die I'll never know where I have gone wrong If I don't keep on going again If it's not me, well then Who else would care? And the clock will never stop But it's hard to keep up with time I wish I could dream Like I wanted to Now I watch as the seasons die From my cozy twinsize bed I'm smothered by the sun Watch the seasons die
3.
Skeptical 03:13
I can't seem to enjoy what was such fun Anymore 'Cause I've been keeping track of what I do Anywhere I'd go Now I'm done, for me 'Cause no one can see What I've done for them Man, I know I can't see where I'd go Again, but, who would've said? That my mind would change When I see your face I don't wanna feel this way anymore I'm so skeptical Sometimes I like to play pretend But it always ends up wrong 'Cause I keep keeping track of what I've done So I thought Now I'm done, for me 'Cause no one can see What I've done for them Man, I know I can't see where I'd go Again, but nobody cares If my mind is changed I will get to see your face I don't wanna feel this way anymore I don't wanna feel alone anymore I'm so skeptical
4.
The Stairs 04:15
Afraid of what's not I reached to you Without a care in the world And once I got there, the fear It settled, vanished, then came back for me You used to read me like a page From right to left, what did you see In my eyes? I hope you found a part of you You can say whatever you want (I won't mind) Just take me for a ride All it ever took you to get me Was a kiss Used to hate these kind of things If I could I'd find a way To show you how I feel, but What would it mean to you? And it could be whenever you want (All I want) Is to meet you one more time All it ever took you to get me It was a kiss And all it ever took you to get me And I could never get you anything at all I wish I could've got you Some more than just a song That you'll never hear All it ever took you to get me It was a kiss All it ever took you to get me Was a kiss at the stairs
5.
I gave it all just to run away from you Since it all feels wrong I watch as the rain pours from above While everyone goes on, and on I am an extraordinary liar Drowning in my own lies Don't dare to pretend Like I'm not right here Where you used to stay Don't just go, if you run I won't catch up Turn once more, let me see your face again I am an extraordinary liar Drowning in my own lies If I hide you'd still find (Don't come here closer) A way into my mind (It haunts me in my dreams) Just to remind me How come I have never said that I loved you? I guess I thought you'd laugh at the fact of it all Was I wrong? Just like I'm always wrong I am an extraordinary liar Drowning in my own lies Don't come here closer It haunts me in my dreams
6.
Back where I have to be I was not allowed to feel this way Can't quite see the wrong side in staying here Will I need a new escape route to flee? Well, maybe, maybe I should just learn to swim 'Cause when I dive back in me I drown in the things that I said Even if I cry the pain away Still that's how I feel But that's just somedays I've gone off to where I belong The current's strong I'll sink down in the flood Is when I dive back in me I drown in the things that I said Even if I cry the pain away That's just how I feel But that's just somedays It's been too late, like everyday for me Why can't I change the way I feel? Is when I dive back in me I drown in the things that I said Even if I cry the pain away That's just how I feel Now that I've blamed it on myself again I feel relieved that there's just Nothing left for me to say But how'd I see If I'm blind to what's not for me Is when I dive back in me I drown in the things that I said Even if I cry the pain away Still, just how I feel That's just somedays
7.
I have been feeling kinda down Lately, 'cause I can't feel you (I don't know) Wish I could feel you like I want And if the things I've seen are true And I could end up right with you I hope it's not a dream this time They know I'm wrong Although, they're silent So why don't you care? And if the things I've seen are true And I could ever end with you Hope it's not a dream this time See, the things I've seen are true And I wanna be with you If it's in my head, you're in my head
8.
Daze 04:57
I can't keep this lie much longer I'm on a daze just with the way you talk And I've been going through All the thoughts up in my head Turns out it kills me when You're talking about him Again, just like you know it hurts And I know I'm wrong And I should just move on I don't own my feelings So get lost, get lost I'm on the edge, I'll fall down And yet you ignore me Just how bad are you? So, I guess it's true (I guess it's true) My head has tricked me 'Cause just there's no you For me, 'cause you can't even see me And I know I'm wrong And I should just move on I don't own my feelings So get lost, get lost Get lost Get lost Get lost
9.
Lentamente 04:57
Te vas muy lentamente hacia el fin de tu fin Y, sorpresivamente, no encontrás conclusión Una vez que quieras olvidar Sin saber, ni querer esperar Ese algo que nunca tuviste Y pensás tener Te sigo lentamente y me voy dando cuenta Que quiero que algún día pueda conocer A esa persona que pueda Verme llorar sin preguntar Sin lástima por lo normal Y llego lentamente, arrastrándome, sólo Sintiendo que esta vez no hay nada, ya no hay nada (Hay veces que siento que el aire pesa más) (A veces quisiera levantar los brazos sin pensar) (Si mañana va a cambiar)
10.
Replacement 03:03
Your time is passing by So spend it like the wise Like they do The manufacturer died Now no one seems to find The right tools Distant, lies alone Alone Desperate, tries to hold To her breath They're let down So lost and tired And she wails loudly But no one hears
11.
Otra Vez 05:19
Otra vez me escapo de la verdad Pierdo el tiempo y veo sin pensar Si hay algo en verdad Que pueda pensar para aclarar las cosas Claras, hasta poder ver a través Otra vez siento que voy a explotar Cuando quiero dejar de intentar llorar Y quiero olvidarme de mi ego Con una vez o dos ya está bien para mí Me caigo, y no sé por qué Si igual siempre termino diciendo no No tengo tiempo Para cosas que siempre se distorsionan Cuando no lo esperás, jamás Otra vez despierto en una soledad Porque todo me recuerda lo que soy Sin alguien Si voy a seguir así Si voy a seguir así Si voy a seguir Si voy a Si voy a seguir así ¿Qué decir? Y las cosas siempre se distorsionan Y nunca sabés qué hacer Por vos
12.
Safe 03:10
13.
No one else, the cold wind blows And you shall hide forever, inside Just a little bit of air for my lungs Crying, but you made it home I do not know just how to act cool Anymore But I don't wanna act like I do, no No more lies and refrains They are never good enough I'll hold onto my shallow reality So you will know Just how it feels To be alone in a cage of your own Windows shut The wind won't talk to you So grip on the sheets of your soul 'Cause you will know Just how it feels To be alone in a cage of your own Clothes don't match Groceries in a bag Wake up, you're late For your bedtime

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My debut album.
Recorded from Jan. 2021 to June 2022

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released October 10, 2022

Laureano Müller (Songwritting, recording, producing, mixing and mastering)

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